Awich before her concert in Hong Kong (Photo: Affan Chan / Tatler Hong Kong)
Cover Awich before her concert in Hong Kong (Photo: Affan Chan / Tatler Hong Kong)

The single mum on the obstacles she’s faced as a female rapper in her country and the power of healing

Japanese rapper Awich (born Akiko Urasaki) was in town last month for a performance at Music Zone @E-Max in Kowloon Bay that thrilled even Hong Kong’s very picky music lovers. The only female member of the Japanese hip-hop crew Yentown kicked off her week-long Rising Asia Tour with JP The Wavy in Hong Kong last month, before moving on to her other stops in Taipei and Shanghai.

For her Hong Kong performance, she not only picked the city’s very own Young Queenz as the opening act, she also made sure to learn a few Cantonese sentences to show her respect for the city and its culture.

“I’m a fan of Hong Kong movies,” she tells Tatler while preparing backstage a few hours before her show. “So it’s an honour to be here. [And] to be honest, I never expected  people to know me or my music outside of Japan. So coming here, I just want to have fun, introduce my world to the audience, and show them I might have what they need.”

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Now, at only 36 years old, the Okinawa native has firmly established herself as one of the global leaders of the Japanese hip-hop scene—which was never something Awich  planned to do.

While non-English music and musicians have enjoyed growing popularity worldwide in recent years—evident in the success of K-pop, reggaeton, Afrobeat and more—Awich had no plans to ride that wave. Until one day, a friend of hers from the music industry confronted her after listening to a body of work she was working on and said he thought it was “too chill”.

“He told me ‘Listen, you have the choice to continue your career the way it is, or to take the lead in the Japanese scene’,” she says. “And I realised: if I didn’t do it, who would?”

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Awich before her concert in Hong Kong (Photo: Affan Chan / Tatler Hong Kong)
Above Awich before her concert in Hong Kong (Photo: Affan Chan / Tatler Hong Kong)
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Awich before her concert in Hong Kong (Photo: Affan Chan / Tatler Hong Kong)
Above Awich before her concert in Hong Kong (Photo: Affan Chan / Tatler Hong Kong)
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Awich before her concert in Hong Kong (Photo: Affan Chan / Tatler Hong Kong)
Above Awich before her concert in Hong Kong (Photo: Affan Chan / Tatler Hong Kong)

However, before she could “take the lead in the Japanese scene”, Awich learnt she had to embrace certain characteristics, such as being goal-oriented, having the ability to bring people together, having enough self-confidence and being able to face adversity with resilience. Luckily—or unluckily—they were all traits that the rapper had developed over the years, even before she became a musician, to the tune of many hardships she had to overcome. 

Growing up in Okinawa, an island that was an independent kingdom until Japanese colonisation in the 17th century, Awich says she didn't feel Japanese for a very long time; she feels Okinawan. Partly because in resistance to colonisation, Okinawa has, to this day, actively cultivated an identity independent from the rest of Japan. This uniqueness was tested and affirmed again when American culture came with the heavy US military presence on the island following the Second World War. (Today, there are still 32 US military bases on the island.)

Despite its past full of struggles, Awich has always embraced her pride for Okinawa, which she shows off in songs like Tsubata (2022), Longiness remix (2022) and more recently in Rasen in Okinawa (2023). 

The rapper was also tested in her personal life. When she was 19, Awich left home to study business and marketing in Atlanta, US. There she met and married her American husband, who was incarcerated just as the couple found out that, at 20 years old, Awich was pregnant with their first child together. Just three days before their daughter was born, her husband was released from prison but then was tragically murdered.

“Living through tragedies makes you realise the value of life,” Awich  says. “After my husband was killed, I knew I had no time to lose, as I [had] experienced first hand that life can be taken away from you at any moment.”

Tragedies also taught Awich the value of strength. And she learnt to take back control of her narrative. She became a fighter who did not let adversity alienate her from her true-self, which she says requires a high dose of honesty and self-reflection, which is explored in her latest release, Bad Bitch Bigaku (“bad bitch aesthetic”). Because being a bad bitch is to have “a clear and honest conversation with yourself,” Awich says.

“When I’m in a bad place, I go back to journaling, to meditation. I just need to face myself in the most honest way possible. Not a lot of people truly know themselves in this world, and that’s my superpower.”

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Above Awich performing on stage at Nippon Bukodan in Japan (Photo: Naruse Masanori)
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Above Awich and her daughter on stage at Nippon Bukodan in Japan (Photo: Naruse Masanori)
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Above Awich performing on stage at Nippon Bukodan in Japan (Photo: Naruse Masanori)
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Above Awich performing on stage with dancers at Nippon Bukodan in Japan (Photo: Naruse Masanori)

These are also values she’s trying to pass on to her daughter, now 15, who is growing up within the Japanese culture and system, neither of which Awich says prioritises mental health and self-exploration. She wants to give her daughter the tools to be “self-confident, to know herself and to come back in her own way if she’s ever lost.”

These were the tools she wishes someone had given her earlier in life, but that she had to acquire herself over time as a widow, single mum, entrepreneur and female rapper in Japan. Awich tells us that had she been a man, she would have “taken over the Japanese hip-hop scene years ago. But being a woman made people doubt my ability to rap and to succeed.”

Nevertheless, the Okinawan rapper is now starting to see her potential being recognised—but she didn’t get this far just to get this far.

“For years, I heard that I was the best female rapper in Japan” she says. “If you want to compare me against rappers, do so with all the rappers; not just female rappers. And see who’s really the best. Period.”

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